| it aint easy bein dal |
[Apr. 3rd, 2007|01:17 am] |
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fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
i get taken advantage of so much around here -_-
no on rly appreciates me or whatever.
they are just happy when im paying attention to them.
i never get anything back..just end up gettin ignored =/ |
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| asdfghjkl;'' |
[Mar. 30th, 2007|12:47 am] |
Slit my wrists, take away the pain.
Slit my throat, everyone's to blame.
Lost in the fields of confusion.
Restless nights, they're not far away.
I came here for something and I'm not turning back.
A calm piece of mind but you still hold my keys.
Keeping my fate deep within your threshold.
Petty inconvenience but it means the world to me.
You have the power.
To set me free.
Caught in your grasp, how?
Just let me be.
Give me control out.
Out of these depths.
A fiery hell.
I pray for death.
I've been the wrong one time and time again.
Now I'm on my knees forgive me please.
Tore out my heart and handed to me on a silver platter.
Sew up the hole, emptiness in the place of compassion.
You made me this way.
I am the product of your creation.
Look the other way.
Now you've turned your back on me.
You've turned away from me, the future's much to far away to see.
I hope you learn the truth,
not the way things were meant to be with me and you. |
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| screw her |
[Mar. 29th, 2007|09:06 pm] |
like i said..dunno why i go to class...if i even do go to class.
=/
not going to the bonfire..screw her, if she only wants to talk to me when she needs something or to feel secure..not cause she wants to, then forget it. besides
chado said theres a hotel party so we are gunna go.
went to the gym, for like..not even an hour.
i hate people. |
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| forget english :D |
[Mar. 28th, 2007|10:05 pm] |
today i had a test in business.
people who showed up to class wednesday got to choose partners for it
but i didnt go so i was alone.
it was open book and was easy so i didnt care.
played ffix for a while..almost done with it again :D
im goin to spanish tomorrow. but not english,
cuz i wanna hang out with erin tomorrow >:] |
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| HBeach |
[Mar. 28th, 2007|12:39 am] |
i have no reason to go to class anymore -_-
i dont learn anything..i dont want to learn anything..i dont
plan on learning anything =/
i just want to live on my own and just be happy doin whatever it is i do.
i was at the cyber cafe with brian today.
we were playin cs for a few hours.
i got a Holy Shit.
its when you kill like 20 people without dyin once :D
i fuckin rawk!
my favorite one of erin:
:DDDD
shes turning 18 this saturday and shes havin a bonfire at huntington beach.
i dont think that job i was planning to get is happening so ill probly
go to the bonfire :> |
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| oh erin |
[Mar. 26th, 2007|07:22 pm] |
'GRRRRR'
bahaha i love erin xD
been too long since ive seen her =/
grounded at the moment but should be able to see her soon.
im still playin FFIX.
im getting hooked again so i just play it all day while
checking my laptop to see if anyones talking. |
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[Mar. 25th, 2007|01:44 pm] |
favorite game ever!
omg i love this game. just started playing it again. but for some reason it takes a bunch of times before my playstation will read it -_-
and for some reason my throat is acting up AGAIN.
i bet hailey gave it to me over AIM that hag >_>
small post i know but i dont have anything to say really so gtfo! |
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| too long with no posts |
[Mar. 21st, 2007|06:39 pm] |
like the title says, im due a post.
so lets see what you have missed.
st patricks day/weekend (NOT A GOOD NIGHT)
ugh between backstabbing friends and ex girlfriends + alcohol involved..it made me realize why people hate southern california a lot.
but hailey 'made' me call her and we talked for exactly 1 hour before we lost the signal and our phones almsot died.
it was really nice i was like smiling the whole time haha.
im gunna get the long distance-canada plan and call her like..everyday :DD
on monday i got a random call from andrew and he says he has a free ticket for killswitch and dragonforce!! HELL YEAH I WANTED IT! AND I GOT IT!
it was such a good show aasdfghjkl;kjljhghhfjfdhjrdo
I MET HERMAN LI AND SAM!!!
today i had a job interview with G4S..if i get it i will be monitoring people under house arrest. its pretty sweet and the pay is really good..cuz i need money bad. for myself, for debts..and i owe people things (aprildear and others)
jdaslkjflk thats pretty much it.
if your reading this come talk to me im bored ;D |
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| new job approaching |
[Mar. 14th, 2007|11:57 pm] |
well fags and hags (yes hailey i expect youll read this)
yes i am most likely getting a new job. my friend brian is hooking me up.
ill be making about 12 bucks an hour, maybe 13..and working 36 hours a week..well ill be working friday saturday and sunday 12 hours each day.
so thats about +800 dollars a month. CHA CHING!
i also broke up with miranda. not rly a big deal.
ive been hanging out with brian like all week. no class this week cuz its spring break.
discussing future living arrangements with hailey.
thats gunna suck for me but she will be in paradise.. >:/
'nother update later |
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| i hate school |
[Mar. 8th, 2007|02:28 pm] |
last night i went to brians house again.
i rly got nothing else to do so i just go to his house and we play
nintendo wii and then go to the cyber cafe and play counter strike.
heres what i spent my last few dollars on:
today i had a spanish quiz.
i got an A on it somehow..
then i was sitting in my car for over an hour to wait for my english class.
only to find out that it was cancelled.
focking gay... |
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| wii and cs |
[Mar. 6th, 2007|09:48 pm] |
what a easy couple of days.
ive been hanging out at brians house for the past two days.
playing on the nintendo wii.
dbz is so fun but its hard to play with the motion controls.
we also watched the season of south park i bought the other day.
then after that we went to the cyber cafe and played CS.
we havent played that in like 3 months.
we were gods in our server..
we were missed :D
ajlkjfklasfjdlsakjfksdl
yeah
the end.
ps. i actually learned something in spanish today. and i found my book |
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| HOOTERS |
[Mar. 3rd, 2007|12:19 pm] |
last night i didnt want to lay in bed all day like i have been cuz ive been sick, so i went to the spectrum to meet the gang.
while walking around some christian guys came over and preached to us for like 15-20 minutes. and paul kept saying he was athiest it was the funniest thing ever.
then we went to pick up pauls car back at the movie theater and me, paul, and chado went to pick up miranda ^_^
so us, and the other car: mark, justin, megan, and mike..we all went to Hooters for marks b-day haha.
it was pretty fun, my first time being there. i wasnt hungry tho so i didnt eat. then we hear marks name being called on the intercom so they drag him away and the hooters girls do a dance for him it was awesome ahahha.
that was pretty much it cept for going back to chados and watching viva la bam for a lil bit.
but today im supposed to hang out with miranda for a bit.. |
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| not good |
[Mar. 1st, 2007|10:02 am] |
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sa;lfkjksldghksjghsk
this is not a good day or week so far.
i woke up feeling like shit, AGAIN.
i didnt get a good night sleep, AGAIN.
i have to miss my spanish quiz cause my book either got really lost or got stolen. which is not good cuz i got a 40/150 on my test cause i dont study at all.
anddddddddd i might not be able to see miranda tomorrow cuz i feel like total shit and cant even talk at the moment. i might go to the doctors or something later after my mom gets home.
but yeah, enough of this awful update..i have to leave for the second half of spanish so i actually dont lose 20 points.
*sigh* |
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| ouch |
[Feb. 28th, 2007|11:42 am] |
didnt go to class today.
fockin sore throat kept me up half the night so i didnt get enough
sleep for me to care about going to class.
it hurts so fucking much and i always get one too..
it better be gone by friday.
now im gunna take a shower. |
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| actually a good day |
[Feb. 26th, 2007|09:31 pm] |
so yeah today wasnt actually that bad.
i went to my only class today which was intro to business. turned in the take home test, i know i missed 10 points cuz i didnt do the lame shortanswers. but i did do the extra credit so that will cover it. did a cool group exercise thing then left class.
i ended up watching a movie then going to chipotle and bringing it back. i ate then took a nap for a few hours..
miranda texted me and we were texting for like 2 hours or so. i knew she lived in elsinore but she comes back down on the weekends. oh and i just met her on saturday. anyway she told me when we were making out in chados room that she had a bf but they have only been going out 1 week and shes dumping him tomorrow so we may be going out idunno ill have to see when we hang out on friday..she thinks im funny and hot and all that so thats a plus. shes not as old as me tho..what is it with me and meeting all these younger girls. oh well idc shes awesome.
yeah thats been my day.
and have had some awesome convos with hailey :>
more later. |
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| hurrayyyyyyy |
[Feb. 26th, 2007|04:51 pm] |
miranda texted me and said we are all hanging out friday.
eeeeeeeeeeeeek i get to see her again :DDDDDDD |
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[Feb. 25th, 2007|07:24 pm] |
i should be doing my take home test for business but ill get to it later. not too late i hope cuz im really tired and want some sleep.
so yeah yesterday i was feelin down and i was planning on lying in bed for the rest of the night starting at like 7pm or something i dont remember. but then i remember chado called me a few times earlier and i never picked up. so i called him to see what was up and he asked if i wanted to hang out and party. he had his gf and a few people over so i said yes to get out of my sad funk.
i go over there and it was just 6 of us the rest of the night: me, chado, chads gf megan, paul, and two girls i never met before..miranda and leah. we watched chados old baseball videos and then went to mirandas house. we had some food and a few good laughs and decided it was time to get some alchy.
we went to 2 different liquor stores before we found someone to buy us some bacardi. we got 2 bottles and then decided to drink em at the park. we took a few shots and it was really cold so we just went back to chados.
after a bunch of shots i ended up lying in bed with both miranda and leah. we were makin out for a while and then leah went off to be with paul. after a lil while chado had to take megan home so he left the 4 of us at his house for a bit. so i ended up hooking up with miranda and paul with leah. it was nice tho it was exactly what i needed that night..i like miranda too but she kinda has a bf in lake elsinore but i guess she has mixed feelins too so somethin can happen.
and then today ive just been too tired to do anything so ive been watchin movies all day..
i have more to say but i dont want to bring it up.
till next time |
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| not doing my essay |
[Feb. 21st, 2007|11:28 pm] |
today started out like every other day..awful. i woke up and looked at my phone to see what time it was and it was like 8. I thought i could sleep in longer and right when i closed my eyes again i realized i had class in an hour and i was like 'Fockkkkkkkkkkkkkkk'. so i took a shower got ready and left.
i was hoping i could just pick up the take home test and leave but nooooooo she had a really boring lecture. i didnt even pay attention. so after i went home, finished watching clerks for 30 minutes and then took a nap for 4 hours or so.
i woke up then went to del taco to eat cause i was starving.
after i ate...i..uh..oh yeah i watched married with children for a while and went on myspace.
then krysta messaged me saying she lost her edgar allen poe book and she wanted to borrow mine for the rough draft of the essay that is due tomorrow. i havent started yet but i dont need the book to do it. so yeah we met at taco bell and just talked in her car for like 40 minutes. i really miss talkin with her like that. we were gunna go out last year but at the last second decided to stay friends. but now i started to like her a lot again. shes really cool and i love her soooo much :D
anyway after that i went home and found out my friend was selling a Wii that he bought for profit so i called my friend brian who really wanted one. so i drove him to his house and he bought it for like 300 bucks. Then we went to target to get a game. he got DragonballZ Budokai Tenkaichi 2. well i bought it but hes payin me back tomorrow. we played the Wii and on dbz its so fockin complicated.
so yeah now im here watchin clerks and talkin to people. |
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| bleh |
[Feb. 16th, 2007|02:15 am] |
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just...bleh |
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